Episode 09

Was that what you were expecting? Who do you trust now?

Once you have time to mull it over, what's your plan to recover? How can you secure your safety?

I am absolutely pissed at the outcome. Tom played me. And somehow one of the Guatuso members neglected to vote... Probably Lisa again.

What ist he plan now? Is there any need to keep secret the plans you had with Tom against Ami and several other tribe members? Is there hope of keeping the bond with Tom alive or is he dead to you now?

I've calmed down a bit now.

The plan to vote out Ami kind of when out the window when Dolly, John, and Brook were all voted out. Ami is no longer a real threat to me unless she decides she wants to risk it with the Chorotega members to take me out.

Anyways, the plan tonight is Jolanda again. If Tom is pulling another fast one on my, I'll be extremely pissed, and I'll make it clear that he would never get my vote. I hope he realizes that.

I just found out that Chad was the one who didn't vote last night. He almost screwed us over... It would have been a tie if Tom DID decide to vote Jolanda. I'm not sure what to make of that right now... He had no reason not to vote Jolanda, especially since he had the idol.

I still don't want to go to the final 3 with Tom or Bobby Jon. I don't think I can beat them, especially if Jolanda, Ibe, and Gregg end up on the Jury. And I'm almost convinced that Tom knows he could beat me.

Kim would have been a nice goat to take a few days ago, but she's really kicked things up the past few days. She's finally started to play. And now that Chris is gone, the best goat is Lisa. I know people are obviously thinking this, but I don't want to bring it up because she'll then become a target. If someone is too much of a perfect goat, I'd say they should be taken out, unless you want to use them yourself. So I'm hoping for maybe Lisa and Chad or Lisa and Ami in the final 3 with me.

But basically, I have to continue to survive and trust Tom. It's my only choice... Jolanda better be going home.