Caryn, you were never that active despite being the first juror, and that's part of what made it easy to vote you out at the merge without riling much opposition (since at the merge I wanted to keep people connected as long as possible before I had to start betraying loads of people at once, since I had an alliance with pretty much everyone except for Chad at that point.) Still, when you did show up you were able to provide some laughs with some of your snark, and your random hatemance with Gregg was always something worth watching.
Chris, you were wrapped up in another game for most of this, so even on NuChorotega when we formed a Final 3 alliance, it was more because Mia connected us then because you and I formed a huge connection. Eventually I kind of showed that when I sent you over to Guatuso instead of Ami (even if it was because I wanted Ami as a potential boot option, I also knew I could rely on her and she was less of a wildcard in my eyes.) And then when we got back at the merge, you were playing a lot harder, doing things like warning Caryn that everyone was voting for her and trying to throw my name around as a threat. And you also knew I wasn't as close to you as some people since I sent you to Guatuso. You had a mind of your own, and I began to see you as a threatening player down the line, so I couldn't miss the opportunity to take you out.
Jolanda, you were really nice throughout this game, and I know you felt betrayed by me, but you were a threat, and the longer I waited to go after you, the harder it was going to be for me to organize a flip back to Guatuso, which I did feel like I needed to do. You were nice and I did enjoy talking to you,but I always felt like you were closer to Ibe than me, something that he ended up admitting to me when he told me that you and him had basically discussed your alliances with me. I hope you understand that taking you out was a game move, because you were a nice and threatening player, and I feared letting you get too far in this game because you could have easily won it if you did.
Gregg, you were definitely entertaining. At the beginning of the game you basically lost us the first challenge and had everyone infuriated at you, staying in the game only due to Jeff being unable to ever show up at challenges. Then, when you swapped to Guatuso, you basically began to HDIC the place, initially seeming to flip on Chorotega by voting out Wanda, but then collecting Brook under your wing and convincing him to turn on John, only to cruelly slit his throat at the next Tribal Council. I loved it man!
And then you continued that gameplay into the merge, forming alliances with everyone that you could and being a complete wildcard that not even I could predict.
Mia
You were amazing in this and I really did want to go far with you in this game. At the second challenge, you were loud and obnoxious and everyone on our tribe was agreeing on how much of a bitch you were
And when I picked you in that first swap, it was out of hopes that someone would flip to get rid of you. I had no idea that it would be the complete opposite of that and that I would form a genuine connection with you, and even though Chad said he doubted it I do believe you planned to vote Ami off if we had lost one of those challenges as NuChorotega. The merge came and due to me becoming wary of Chris, I had to flip on you. Even though I flipped back, I knew that I had broken some of the trust between us by blindsiding you. And even if it was an unneeded fear, I did began to fear your and Ami's growing relationship. So at Final 8, I turned on you and voted you out of this game with an idol in your pocket, knowing that was the only way I could be sure that I wouldn't be a target anytime soon.
Chad
Although we were on NuNuChorotega together, our relationship didn't truly begin until I was the only one to tell you that Chris was going home at Final 11. From there, you kind of became a partner in crime to me, and we watched each others backs and reported back to each other from both sides. Although I was always aware of the possibility that some of the things you were telling me weren't true or were exaggerated, I still knew you would stick by me as long as I continued to tell you information and I actually planned to be true to you til the end if I was sure I could trust you. Although I was glad that I wasn't the one to be targeted by Ibe and Bobby Jon at Final 7, seeing you leave due to an idol was too fucking cruel because you were having an amazing underdog story since the merge and were beginning to put yourself into a great position to win the game.
Oh, Ibrehem. Even though we liked each other on Chorotega, and I did root for you to survive on Guatuso, there was never a point when I was ~IN LOVE~ with you like with most of the people I'm doing write-ups on at this point, and I didn't really appreciate your self-righteousness or a lot of the attitudes you took about the game, such as basically saying that there was no point to talk with someone if they weren't voting with you. You spilled bitterness when I voted against Jolanda and never seem to truly grasp the fact that I was not letting the connections I formed with people take priority in this game, and when you finally did start lying (telling me that Ami was down for voting Chad and vice versa, even though neither of us had agreed to it) I hope you were at least aware of it and dropped the self righteousness, because if you didn't then you really were a massive hypocrite in this game and the only person in this game who I really disliked.
Ami, it's probably no secret at this point that I had been trying to get you out since a few days after that first swap, and that I never truly intended to go to the end with you until Final 6. But I still ALWAYS liked you in this game, and a small part of me was even glad that we never lost a challenge because if you had gone pre-jury you would have been absolutely robbed in this game. You had crazy social skills, and managed to make it really far despite being a massive threat, and I always enjoyed my conversations with you, only to enjoy them a little more when we both got a little bit more pissy about all of the idol bullshit that was going on. Your final words were amazing and hilarious, and I hope you're rooting for me and Lisa from jury house, and if I join you there tonight I'll at least be glad to speak with you again and bitch about us being screwed over by an idol
I'll try to get to the Final 4 later today